I slowly relearned how to

Love myself fiercely

Unapologetically

In defiance of every

Small-town, small-mind,

No-heart demon

Who said I deserved

To live in shame

And self-loathing.

My love is sharp blades,

A scarred old soldier.

I love myself

Like armor,

Like war paint,

Like a battle cry.

I love myself

Like armies poised

At the ready.

But I can’t help but wonder

What it would feel like

To love myself with the soft

Self-assurance of someone

Who never forgot how

Who was never told not to

Who never had to fight

A war for her own soul.